Why would someone do this to me?
It’s a sad cold and lonely Thursday
I don’t know what I have done wrong
There is a boy, who knows my silent scary secrets of my past
I cannot help it; it's all part of my recent history.
Why would someone do this to me?
I am less than a month away from my birthday
I should be sitting here imagining them singing the happy birthday song
I should be excited to celebrate my birthday
Instead I am thinking about how to put myself out of my misery.
Why would someone do this to me?
I feel like a little kid and I just want to go cry in a corner
We started off with a good relationship but ended up in hostility
I want the wind to carry me away from all this
He is a monster and I cannot get rid of thee.
Why would someone do this to me?
It’s just keep getting worse and worse for me
Now he’s saying I am cruel to my friends
Next thing I knew he was putting up bulletin boards saying insulting things about me
I feel trapped, and now I just want to feel free.
Why would someone do this to me?
I tried to talk about it with my mom but that did not help
I had no idea what to do I just wanted to put myself out of my misery
The only way that is going to happen is by me putting an end to this cruel life
My life is so bad that the only way I could escape is to end it, now that I see.
Why would someone do this to me?
Cold salty tear slowly flowed down my face
I felt the soft purple carpet dig in to my feet for the last time
My desk was cluttered with school work and pictures of me with my friends and family
I looked outside my window for the last time at the slow setting sun shine .
Why would someone do this to me?
I have planed my end
So I looked around my room cold dark room for the last time, all the memories, and all the pain
I slowly started walking towards my closet with a chair
I put my head through the noose and stepped off and released myself from all the pain
Now I’m finally free.
By Parit (2012)
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